I washed up and went to bed, as I lay in bed the last thing that entered my mind was an image of Alex, he was smiling, he had one hand wrapped around my throat and he was using the other to pinch my nipples. XXX I try to eat slowly and enjoy my meal but my mind keeps drifting back to the thoughts of Alex and the things I would get him to do to me, I decide to eat quicker so I can excuse myself from the dinner table rush to my room and lose myself in these thoughts. I retrieve a small tub of icy hot that I also throw onto my bed, I then use a match to light a candle on my bedside cabinet.
