I couldn’t have cared less about being seen, although I suppose that would have spoiled things. Porn movie I asked if we could do sessions without the blindfold on 100% of the time. Being tied up by this stranger was both exciting and a bit nerve racking, I told myself that if he was some maniac he’d had harmed me last week. It was really in the spring and summer of 2011 that my sessions with John had developed into fuller BDSM quiet quickly (I think); I had surprised myself by accepting harder punishments, humiliations and tortures each week. I couldn’t wait for the week to roll by. I also knew by now that everything John did to me was already surpassed by what he’d done to my younger sister.
