He let the light and sound wash over him as his thoughts turned inward. Porn movie “Would you watch? He wondered what else she went through just so he could get it ‘stuck in.’ He let his mind wander until it was time to try the charm. He was very aware that she wouldn’t look at him, but he gave her the space and time she needed to think. There were still times, usually when he woke up in a hotel room by himself that he was afraid to open his eyes for fear he would see that he was still sleeping in the cupboard under the stairs. “Suck it, baby.” It was both a command and a request.
