“Oh Michael, oh my god, fuck me“, I said as you were going in faster, deeper, “fuck me, daddy!“
“Oh yes, baby! All the thoughts, missed opportunities, everything. Porn I would think about all of that, all the possible scenarios, and then I would punish myself by refusing to listen to my body. Sorry, it’s a bit funny.“
“Why?“
“I never thought of you as a married man, or engaged…“
“Well, people change.“
“If you say so.“
“You coming over or not?“
“When?”
“Tomorrow at seven.“
“See you then.“
I didn’t know what else to say, what else to do, I wanted to see you again and if that meant that I had to see her too, I was willing to take that risk.
